I just survived 8 days with no husband, no car and 4 crazy ( ill ) children. Nothing like that to put your life into perspective. I nearly burnt the house down... that was the worst of it really , the rest is now just a blur, packed tightly away into memory storage for moments of weakness. I just need to pull it out and realize what I have and appreciate it as much as I do today

I also took my oldest friend back to the airport this morning.He texted me as soon as he got off the plane in SLC Friday night and My Daughter texted me right after... saying Tom had got home finally (after much hunting drama) made it home.Instant relief for me. I had to ask favors to go pick him up because a passenger didn't want to deviate off course with Tom. I thought it would be hilarious for two guys decked out in all their hunting gear to go pick up my bestest gay male friend without me. friend would have seen the humor in it...as would my other half but no.... it was all about the passenger!! LOL.

Anyways... even though hubby was exhausted and sick, he graciously took us all on a little trip late yesterday and I got to dust off the camera. That highway will soon be closed off for the Winter but I wish I could be dropped off for a day up there, to just wander and take pictures. I feel passionate again about this and I feel very happy to be alive and very loving towards all of the people that mean the world to me.

There is no better feeling than to love...doesn't matter what it is..or who they are, just to